Autumn
No beating around the bush. I have fleas. Go ahead and laugh. I have no idea how I got them, or if I will be able to get rid of them short of a complete shave, but hopefully it will be done soon. So, you ask, how exactly did you get fleas? Good question.
I am in Yunan through the cooperation of a school. This school is foreign run and funded, but is for the Chinese. It is a school that teaches activism and community organization. The grauduates, fluent in English, know disease prevention and treatment, economics, education techniques, agriculture, and a host of other topics. They volunteer to go into rural China and help small communities. This is in large part a health initiative, focusing on sanitation first and foremost, but has also quicly become the front lines of epidemic treatment in the areas they serve. The volunteers team with physicians and international NGO's to help combat aids, malaria, tuberculosis, etc. And they do so in the communities themselves. So I volunteered to help and became a drug mule (totally legally, I assure you). Given a pack of various prescrition medications and instructions on how to meet my group, I was set loose on the local bus system.
I met my group in Daxi, a small mountain town. We were four, two men and two women. For the next four days our job was simple, and one that the other three had been living for the past two years. We would be journying from village to village in the mountains and delivering medications, checking to make sure that the schools were up and running, and checking in with the local project leaders to see if any extra aid was required. I was new to the area and so was unprepared for the beauty of the mountains. Or the weather. I won't say it was raining for four days, because for me the verb "rain" has an active connotation. Instead there was a constant state of heavy fog, with spurts of showers. And it was cold. But it was worth any discomfort to be in these mountains at this time of year. The slopes are one primeval forest of pines and lush equatorial species. It is into this saturated green of palms and bamboo that I had journeyed to walk and experience rural China. Before we began my group gave me a glass of tea and introduced themselves. Then we got up, shouldered our packs, cut some bamboo staves, and locked the door behind us.
For four days I journeyed with these heroic men and women. We climbed up and down mountains so steep and and convoluted as to mythical. There were times we followed dirt roads that were churned to mud by the feet of the goats and buffalo driven on them to pasture. These were the easy stretches. At other times we climbed up streams as they gushed over rocks and roots. I waded through mud up to my knees while holding my pack and the medicine above my head, all the while praying that I wouldn't lose a shoe. We slid down slopes of mud and of scree, both intentionally and not. And through all this we were wet and cold. Eventually everything we carried and we are ourselves became covered in the blood red mud that was the soil of these mountains, but we did not wash it off, except where nature did it for us.
I lost count of the villages we visited, villages where everyone knew my companions and where we were welcomed warmly and graciously. In each village we visited the school and I gave a quick lesson in English, mostly just so the students and teachers could hear a native English speaker, more than that they would actually learn anything from me. We distributed the medications where necessary. But at most we only stayed an hour or two, before it was time to once again shoulder our burdens and return to the road. It became all too easy in the cold and damp air to tell when we approached a village, as the acrid smoke from their wood fires and the pungent scent of the drying sheds full of tobacco quickly overcame the natural cleanness of the forest. Which did I prefer more? The warm and heavy scents of habitation, overlaid with animal and human, stong and steady, or the clean, subtle scents of the forrest? It is impossible to say. I do miss the scent of pine needles crushed underfoot, the pricklyash leaves in the wind, spicy and refreshing... but also do I miss the warm scent of the corn filled front rooms of the homes.
We slept where we stopped at sunset. Building a fire and constructing a makeshift leanto out of branches and the broad leaves. We ate only what we carried and what the villagers gave us. Therefore we lived on a diet of vegtables and oatmeal, cooked in rainwater. Once we stopped for fifteen minutes and feasted in the rain on gooseberries. Twice we were in a village for a meal. Once we helped a widow make traditional dumplings filled with grass and egg. The other time we were fed roasted dog. I am not proud of eating it, but it would have been socially unacceptable to refuse anything from these people who have so little. So, no I am not proud to have eaten dog, but I am proud that I gave something to these people. Even if it is something as ephemeral as my presence and something as commonplace as the stength of my back.
I learned of the herbs and traditional medicine from people who walk the forest daily. I ate and collected specimens of various herbs, carefully noting their properties and method of use. I saw people afflicted and wasted with AIDS refuse modern drugs in favor of these herbs. I cried those nights.
Crossing across terraced fields awaiting the scythe, I heard the people singing the songs of harvest. I had feared that I would miss my favorite time of year, autumn, on this trip. Instead I have eaten rain-cooled apples picked fresh from the tree, smelled the scent of woodsmoke on damp, crisp air, and sat close to a fire drinking tea and telling ghost stories under the vast canopy of a forest through which one can see a glittering expanse of sky. When the wind shifts the fog and the sun breaks through the cloud cover to briefly illuminate a deep mountain lake and the slopes of tossing trees, what can one do but stop, take a deep breath and just absorb it?
These people are not Han - the cultural majority of China - instead they are an amalgamation of minorities that in some cases do not exist outside of these mountains. And so my experience was not that of the monolithic "China." My experience was simple and profound. I went into this experience troubled by the petty issues of altitude sickness and a fever. Perhaps it was the herbs I was given in the various villages, perhaps it was the cool of the rain and wind, or perhaps it was none of these, but I am not bothered by these problems anymore. Instead I have something new to think about. Perhaps it is something about which I will someday be able to convey the majesty and singularity.
So, yes, somewhere in the midst of that I got fleas. Really puts these little exoparasites into perspective doesn't it?

