6:57 pm

so...faced with the pressures of selecting courses for next semester, thus deciding the rest of my life as pertains to a major then to a job etc etc, i have realized that i in fact have no idea what i want to do other than write, paint, be happy, and try not to beat any possible children i may or may not have...so i'm leaving it up to you!!!!! if you think i should do a major in french AND english please a do not hesitate to comment as such...if you think i should do a major in english and sociology then comment with that...and if you are for moving with me to australia, trying to unsuccessully start our own travel show and then end up eventually getting caught in a number of lucrative ostrich farming scams which will then leave us picking kiwis or the like in the outback until we whither up till our skin is all leathery and tastes of crocodile jerky then please, by all means, share your interest in that aussi...not that i'm freaking out in the leastest...i've only to meet with my advisor tomorrow and perhaps if i burst out in tears of frustration and doubt caused by my own lack of sagesse in that i aka do not have any idea what i'm doing with my life and that i probably went to the wrong school anyways if all i want to do is find a hovel somewhere to paint and be artistic therefore throw away all capital interests and any fiscal happinness for the rest of my life-ooooh, look some cereal...

and i thought that studying for the western civ midterm yesterday was the most of my troubles this week...instead of gagging on a large mocha yesterday after my friend made me laugh very publicly i wish i had choked on it...regardless of the amount of laughing and disgusted looks that resulted...woe is me, melodrama is my bedfellow and facebook stalker, Frances

Comments

[Bev]

Thanks for the new blog. Deciding one's future can seem overwhelming, just rest in the fact that you can and probably will change your mind in the course of your educational career. My vote is that "writing" should be included somewhere in your decision.